I was watching the interview of Gaurav
Gogoi to an Assamese TV channel. He has the ‘elite’ class mentality in his
talks, something I hate from the core of my heart. When I look at my life, I
believe common people will love my life-story. Particularly when I will project
myself in public life such as in politics, people will empathize with me. This
is what Bhargab suggested the other day.
When I want to justify why I am
adhering to the traditional stuffs such as ‘speaking properly with oxomiya
without mixing up English’, ‘spending much time following the Assam politics’,
‘trying to be liked by all personality’ , I find no other career options other
than entering into Politics. Only then I can answer the questions like why I
did not try to go to Redmond and buy a BMW, why I didn’t continue the leisurely
life of Aizawl and why I am not trying for a DPhil or a high paying job with
McKinsey or BCG. Options are open for me, but I want to go back to India.
But what
the hell will I get back after going back? Family, ok, that’s a good reason.
But where is the uniqueness of Manjit Nath? Why I didn’t apply for DPhil- hmm, let write about that later.
Post MPP – hmm, I want to work in Assam, at
least until I get married. Getting a girl for marriage is also a reason behind
staying in Assam. But the biggest reason is that I can expect a flexible
environment to apply my knowledge in my state. Also, I have been interested to
work in Assam. The whole big dream of making Guwahati run after me has to start
from some day. May be I will get bored off in one week, or maybe I will invent
a completely new direction—only these two extreme conditions are possible in
case I start working in Guwahati; a middle-level position is acceptable for me
as well.
But if that does not work out (very little
possibility that something will work out), what should I do? In fact the
question is whether I should go back to India or try something here and there!
Well, I don’t know and I have absolutely no idea. After the internship thing is
fixed, there will be a direction for sure. Let the internship thing gets clear,
and then I will think more on this.
Visit of Maa- I am putting all efforts to
make this happen. I can’t stress more how big it is for a woman like Maa. She
was asking me today whether she has to wear something else. I wish Deuta were
alive and I could arrange a foreign trip for both Maa and Deuta. Maa’s trip
should happen at any cost.
Moina’s result- first her fifth semester
clearance and then the unexpected IRMA interview call. This has made me super
positive last week. I have grown up with her; she must attain the best that is
available. She has been the woman with whom I am closest after
Maa. Seeing her crying in the last months ruined my mood for several days- I
felt paralyzed as I was not in a position to do anything. Maa, Dada everybody
was severely affected and worried by her future. Now, there is light. I am
getting back the optimism that I possess for her years back. After all, she is
my sister and we all know how to fight back from the rock bottom.
Woman- absolutely no woman in my life
currently. Scenario of this type has been rare in my life when I mean
absolutely zero influence by any woman. Wow- really,
maybe a sign of getting old. Who knows?
Family is super important. A stable family
is a blessing by itself. I am blessed with that at least.
Not much negativity in life to be frank.
Let’s cheer the positivity. Let’s be optimistic.
Manjit
(10-50 PM)
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