Last Day of the unusual volunteering chapter - 27th December 2015

So, finally it is ending. Tomorrow I will set out for the new chapter of my life. I am trying to understand how I, after ten years, would look at these events.

The more you come closure to an ending, the more you realize what more you could have done, how more effectively you could have planned your stay period and so on.  Quick suggestions for future:
1) Fix your targeted list of items- say x number of overnight travels, y number of social projects, z number of meeting new persons etc. Without target, it is difficult to keep the momentum.
2) Continuous writing has to be an integral part. For any next vacation, 'writing a book' would be the first agenda.
3) It is advisable to fix an appointment after the stay period. If you have to go through the job searching period, low time is sure to hunt you.
4) Evaluate each day and every hour; otherwise, you won't be able to justify your break period.

Jitu da, Mridul and Trishna helping packing

Anyway, last 15 months have been quite eventful for me. I am trying to list down the unusual events that I could not have attended without staying here. Also, I am writing my experiences about the last chapter for BSG Blog.  I should have started writing earlier (bloody excuse !) as I have not been able to manage time at all in the last couple of days. The Agia people are behaving as if I leaving Agia by getting married/forever. Just for fact, I have not taken food at home for last 4 days.

In between, lot of things are making me restless. The rent-house searching chapter in Delhi, the INR 9000/- that I just lost owing to my utter stupidity, 5th time cancellation of Maa's qwerty smart phone, no hotel booking for new year day, preparing the transition from volunteerism to work, the unfinished blogs, the BJP's Assam Nirman initiative, the GATI parcel, Livelihood project impact assessment video, Congress' efforts with Prashant Kishore, the expectation of people and the constant question in the back of my mind-- is this NISG job justifies my 15 month logjam and search for an appropriate job?

Two other things : I need to assess the property (bank balance/investment) I possess currently. This is very urgent. Also, I need to make a health profile of my health information and continuously update this to see a trend. I am thinking of making separate lebels in this very blog to track these things. Will it be a good idea?

The only argument that is giving me energy is - Getting something 'appropriate' is a myth, I have to make roadways to reach the 'appropriate', and for starting of the roadway Delhi job is the best place. I am happy with this perspective.

Help me God, to break the barrier of middle-class-usual barrier and enable me to be the best that I can become. There is no limit till when I can stretch and I can promise you that.